New Start

So I know its been forever since I have written anything. Things have been crazy....I recently moved back home to Bellevue, and despite the gloomy and depressing rain filled mornings and nights, I've actually been extremely happy. Maybe because I know longer am living paycheck to paycheck and going weeks at a time without having enough money to get gas....or food ahaha. Maybe because my brother and I get to run around like chickens with our heads cut off together again. Maybe because I missed my quirky family and my little cockeyed dog. Or maybe because somewhere deep within myself I actually missed the weather. Who knows? Things are absolutely fantastic though. I've had my hardships and trials and I pray every day that these last 6 months that have honestly been a living hell for me are over and done with for good. Hopefully I won't have to fall into a deep dark abyss to realize that I honestly like being up top where the sun can shine on my face ever EVER again. If anybody reads this....please just know. Its not worth it. I thought it would be fun and it was...for like 2 minutes. Then it was agony and sorrow, sleepless nights, crying until the sun came up, wondering why I had done that to myself. So....don't do it. Don't sacrifice the important things in life. SERIOUSLY ITS NOT WORTH IT! I promise you. Other than all that, I'm going back to school; I start in January and I'm sooooo exctited. I've started writing lyrics and music again. I just finished a song and Dylan and I are getting ready to start recording. My dad just needs to lay down some tracks and teach Dylan the guitar part. I also finally started my training for the half marathon I'm running on June 26th. I'm staying busy and I absolutely love it. I think thats it for now. I promise I'll be better about posting more often! <3